Dear Heavenly Father.......
I want all this to stop now, I hate this feeling.
Early in the morning Mum & Dad quarrelled ! I was so pissed off, the feeling is already so arghhs !
It's not because I don't have enough sleep, it's the surrounding that makes me piss.
I don't wanna go back, whatever you guys can say.
Stupid, or what-so-ever !
You, you & you ! I can't get you outta my head !
I don't want to go back, 2nd time repeating this !
I wanna cry it all out, it's hard to describe all this feeling.
Numb me now ! I need a painkiller!
Sometimes this house makes me feels like home, but sometime it make me want to get out of it right away.
Why can't people be free of worries?
Can I not face the reality? Find a nice place for me to hide, will you ?

Hellos (:
Mummy & godma came and bring me. Godma's stomach can see difference lerhs.Hopefully is a girl (:
Godma drive Honda fit come, sat on bride's sport seat ! She put us at ubi there then take 59 go home.
Slack awhile then go down toapayoh centre with joseph to buy my contact lense & some personal stuff.
Went back home, changed and head down to Bukit Merah View to have dinner.
Dinner was Teochew porrige, went to NTUC to buy for tomorrow's breakfast (:
Back home waited for curfew call, wanted to meet terry but girl ask me go boatquay.
So I took a cab down, reached at around 2 didnt know they ordered beer.
&&&& I'm not good at drinking beer.
Not even an hour my whole face was red, drank till 4 then around there got alot or pik pak pik pak (:
I don't like! went to coffee shop to have some drinks, then back home.
Was feeling kindda weird, that feeling was horrible ! arghhhs !
Bathed, felt better
Talked on the phone, with terry.
Off he went to sleep, so here I am blogging.
Actually wanted to go cycling with wesley but I think he's too tired so I'm gonna stay at home today (:
Going back later, actually meeting Padi later but I think I can't make it & theChan's still need my accompany.
Dad now doing the room for wesley(:
Next homeleave will be on the 11 July , my Nitec exam will be on the September.

Photos taken last week.

能不能不爱了, 因为爱太痛了

我痛得快死了, 却无法把你忘

Hellos (:
Was out for my Extra HomeLeave (:
Dad came and fetch me, stayed at home till 5 plus head down to FarEast to take Gary's Present.
Then down to Katong to Celebrate Father's Day with mother's side de family (:
Back home, waited for curfew call.
Chatted on the phone through out, then did some packing up.
Heading down to girlf's house later on, then going uncle's house to celebrate Father's Day (:
Next week will be coming out again (:

Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew.

Hellos (:
3rd time today blogging! went in to dad&mum's room to sleep.
Went to find Gary at his house there to take the braclet.Then down to FarEast.
It took so long so I decided to go another day.
Didnt get to visit grandma, she at other places play mahjong.
So boring larhs ! I want abscond larhs ! I want everyday stay at home, I want to turn back time.
I really regret doing all this silly things, It's like so sian1/2 going back to that Heaven!
Whats more I only come out once every 2 weeks, inside the time passes so slow.
Owe people must pay back, left with 1 year 2 months to go !I know I can do it de!
Mummy's going to vietnam this coming saturday, if i got extra homeleave daddy might be coming to bring me.
imissyou !

Hellos (:
I am so bored now ! Actually wanna have some rest but no place for me to sleep.
lols, any kind soul would let me sleep on their bed ?
Later going meet grandma only, i not going to meet Padi lerhs!
I still got that vomiting feeling, head still hurts.
I want go Celine's house to pass her mother those Text book but I'm lazy larhs !
Might be coming out next week, claimed my extra homeleave lerhs.
Hopefully ms azi will put my extra homeleave on next weeks lorhs.
20th or 27th (:
Sign, this few weeks when I'm inside didnt have the mood to study.
Maybe I'm too into the outside world, I've to stop my procrastinating habit.
I must put aside everything and concentrate on my Goals, 5A's !

I wanna wish all the mothers a HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY !
May 10 , today is mother's day . From 9pm - till 7.30am .
Was rushing to do for mummy & grandma the pressy for mother's day.
Yestherday went to ToaPayoh Centre to have my eyebrown plucked and brought the so called ingredient for the pressy.
Then headed down to Marine barage but the carpark was full instead we went over to the place got alot alot of boat , but i'm not sure what's the name of the place.
After much sight-seeing with love ones ,headed down to granddad house .Had my dinner and down to TiongBahru Plaza to meet weihe.
I miss her ! Walk around Plaza with 4 plaster on my leg ,reason was I was wearing new high-heels. 爱美不要命！
Took a bus back to granddad house, and went back home to answer curfew call.
Till now I still haven't had a chance to rest my eyes, after all this will be going to fetch grandma to bring her go eat dimsum.
Might be going down with brother, sister & daddy to east coast to cycle or somewhere else to play badminton .




HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

weihe(:

Shaun & me (:

Does he looks like my korkor ?

Daddy's lil girl

Meiling & me (:

Iloveyou (:

It's been a month since I've last blog , (:
lols , third time coming out for homeleave.
Fortunately , I manage to take some time to upload this photo that I've been wanting to upload from the very first homeleave .
Went to Toapayoh Centre with brother to buy my contact lense , was attracted by two tops couldn't take my eyes off them so I brought it home .
Brought a bottom too , wanted to also buy heels but parents think it's to mature for me .
Headed over to grandad house for dinner , then back to Toapayoh cause me wanna go walk night market (:
Tomorrow going to Celine's house , she wrote letter to meeee ! (:
Then going to 6th uncle house to spent some time with family , then down to FAR EAST .
It's shopping time !

PICTURES



First homeleave- Keppel blablablas



Keppel blablablas



Christmas Presents (:



For Mum (:

Mother's Day Present

Sister brought this for me (:

知要在一遍，然我看你最后一眼

你的眼神，牽動我的霖魂

可否再一遍，　然我感受你的踢溫

你的笑容溫亂我的世界