So near yet so far, I really don't know what you are thinking.
How I wish you could just forgot whatever I've done and just hug me.
How I wish I could turn back time .
Why must all this happened ?
Why must you leave me ? It's all my fault .
I can'r srop the tears from falling off my face, it just hurt so much.
I don't have the mood to do whatever I should be doing.
Just wanting to stay inside the room with you.
Just to see your face, feel your presence.
Come back to me please ?
I just felt so helpless . What must do ?

Why must you delete our memories ?
Why must you do this to me?
I had just pick myself up again and you just let me fall
Why had all this happened ?
One silly mistake and you said I didnt change.
Why must you break your promise?
Why am I in this state that I don't even understand the meaning of living ?
Don't you know how much I love you ?
Don't you know I will not let you go ?
Don't you know that I can't foget you ?
No matter where you are the picture of you still linger.
It wont fade no matter how much I tell myself .
Do you know it's suffering without you here?
Where are you? I miss you, my dearest.
Why is all is all this happening ?
What must I do ? I just felt so helpless .
Where am I going to head next ?
Is it all my fault ? if it is, what must I do ?
Tell me! Could you just give me a hug and tell me you're always here,
Dont leave me, please?
Stop this nightmare please, please ?
Be here for me please ?
I miss you ! gavinyapweizhi
I don't know how to carry on le.
It's all my fault, I shouldn't have pester you.
I'm sorry.

Big Ass - Foon (Eng Subs)

Set alarm at 7 , to wake alvin up but slept till 8.
Whole eyes red, contact lense case-ing still with G.
Actually wanted to meet Cindy & Zhiqian to Grandlink to Sing.
But time abit crop up, so couldn't meet up with them .
Anyways, I wanna thanks Zhiqian & Cindy for being here for me .
I'm very glad at least there are people who would be there.
Without you both I don't know how I could survive .
Thanks for making my day at least a little better.

Went out with Zhiqian, yishun safra;plaza sing;ecp then home.
Had a nice day, but I wasn't happy.
Without you how could I be happy ?
The moment I step into the lift, back to reality & this feeling sucks.
I've got no mood to eat, surprisingly I haven't been eating for the whole day .
At my toughest moment where were you ?
If you really still love, you won't even mind getting hurt again.
But I know that I won't hurt you again, just one last chance, will you?
You harden your heart just to protect yourself, I thought you are always the one who protect me. just like a guardian angel.
I called you just to hear your voice, 1 second and it brighten up everything.
Letting you go is like letting my whole life go.
Every place I went reminds me of you.
Plaza sing, where we brought our Valentine's Day gift for each other.
East Coast Park, the stone where we sat side by side to feel each other's heart beat.
How could I let go, when each place I went reminds me of you .

從前的我不懂你犧牲多大，為我失去朋友不講，還放棄了所有夢想，覺得沒怎樣，不會將心比心去想，讓你慢慢慢慢失去了希望．能不能夠再給我機會好好的愛你．我會仔細的聆聽．你對我說的一言一語．我會學會去控制脾氣，不讓你傷心．對你好好的去珍惜，請你相信我的心，還是愛你我想再重來一下，回到過去彌補你的傷．沒那種事，怎麼做才能夠停止，後悔竟傷你如此，不再放肆．為何總到失去才懂得難過，當你在我身邊的時候總是為我默默守後，都是因為我的錯，錯過這難得的擁有，就讓你愛我的心慢慢流走

I will be waiting, My Dearest .
I will change, don't worry .
You will always have this heart of mine.
You will be my last.
The last who I last put my lips on.
The last who I would hug.
The last who I will make sacrifices for.

I know you're sad but I'm sorry.
Like I said in the previous post, this relationship is beyond salvation .
How I wish I could put my ego down and ask you to stay.
I couldn't, I love you but I still want my freedom.
It doesn't mean that freedom will be more important than you.
It doesn't also mean that I would choose freedom than you .

Went seeshaa with friends .
Slack around then head back home.
We ended this relationship just like that, i know this relationship is beyond salvation.
But stubornly i still wanna cling on it, i still love you !
That's all I can say! Whatever you did I had never forget.
It's all kept inside my heart (:
I will still love you !

Pictures !