With all my heart

Why do I love you so much, I ask myself.
You told me you wants to be with me forever, but you left.
You ask me never to leave you, I didn't.
I put down my pride, did you pride down your's.
Do you still remember we said we would get married?
You said I was a gift from heaven to you but did you treasure?
You said I'll never be alone, but now alone.
Hand in hand we walked side by side everyday.
I am I too naive to believe every words you said?
I choose to change but did you choose to accept?
You said if I'm happy you'll be happy, but now I'm sad, are you ?
You said you only got me in your heart but now I'm not.
You said always remember that you'll always love me, but what happen now?
I made the sacrifice that I always went down to your workplace just to accompany you.
That I did the chores when I'm allergied to dust.
You said you would work it out, but did you?
You said I'm your shooting star, that's why you love me so much.
You said you wouldnt want me to leave, but you choose to leave first.
I'm sorry I couldnt give up, I'll still love you.
I'll still wait.
Always loving, Always waiting.
STX